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This is My Journey
a mobile developer who wants to see another brightness side of this world

Biography

The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


MusicPlaylist
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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ice-Cream
a blackberry
Love TV SERIES
a fresh graduate
now a Programmer
and wish to get a wonderful life


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rahadinar raneswari
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Edenia a writer
Kiko the storyteller
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Creditorials

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

i just watched movie (in my room. alone. with cadbury double choc cookies) and the movie title is MATCH POINT.
One word about this movie: PATHETIC!
Oh my god! what a crazy man!
He's able to kill 2persons to live happily ever after!
But then, what he's got? Feeling guilty in every single thing he's done?!

He is stuupiiiiid! Why does he look after NOLA (his affair) if he knew that they cant live together!
For you guys outside!
Please think the difference between LOVE AND LUST!
Think!!

(am i exaggerate?)

But it's true. When u're dating someone then other person come and she attracts u so much.. come on.. it is LUST! Dont too fast to decide that u want her! Think it clearly! Is it love or lust?

Haha.. why am i being such a love writer like this?
No, im just write what im thinking.

Yeahh.. match point is driving me like that!
But i give it 8 over 10 point for this movie. Bcoz this movie makes my emotion involved indeep!

hihi anyway guys, have a nice wednesdaay!
bye byee

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5:51 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

new layout.
new template.
new look.
n new title.
"paint me over with your dreams"

n it's really wasting my time to change the html coding since tomorrow i got EXAM!
hahaha melissa meizs..
always like that.
last minute..

btw i have chictopia. yeah.
do u guys have chictopia too?

this is my chictopia links

anyway, i gotta go.

see you guys!!

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9:14 PM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

i kind of shock when in the morning i heard my friend said that there was an accident in front of emerald park (near from my apartment) and it has cut the victim's neck off when a car hit her!
ohh my godness! it sounds terrible!

The second shockness coming when i'm back to my room and read the offline message in YM. It says that a monggolian student had an accident and her name is E.U (it is an initial).

***One thing that i haven't told u guys, that i wanna move to another apartment. And it's about two or three weeks ago i came to monggolian apartment (twice) and planning to move to their apartment. I like the room. N also i like the apartment. and i like my new housemates. The apartment is clean, n the most important thing is it is fully-furnished! i got AC in my room, watterhitter, washingmachine, fridge, and also TV. ahhh what a nice place! FYI, my housemates are monggolians. i'm kind of like them. And just two days ago i conform them that i will move in to their apartment by next month.***

The third shockness when i saw the name of the victim! oh my god oh my god! i hope it is not her! i hope it's not my new-housemate!
Then the rumor goes bigger than that. Some say that she's in ICU but some say that she's dead. Oh my Godness!

In the night, i got the truth. From my boyfriend. He has monggolian friend n i ask him to call M (initial name of his friend). Firstly M conform that it is her! The one who will live with me by nexr month. then..
My bf : Is she ok?
M : She's gone
My bf : .... (dot dot dot)

and me??
double ... (dot dot dot)

It is her and she's gone!
i cannot believe it! i dont have some one that i know death!
Yeah i know two. But it is my father n my grandmother. And two of them are ill!
It's like my housemate-wannaBe is death!
it's just 20days before i move in!

Oh my god! We're just a human! n God decide where is our movement!
Yeah, it is our destiny.
We will never know when death comes and how it comes!
It's just happen!
Even you're far away from your country, far from ur family, but if God says it is 'it', then 'it' happens!

God, i am so thankful that you still give me alive!

n for you dear U, i hope you're gone peacefully!

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8:11 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

i study from morning, afternoon, untill night and morning again.
That's all my best.
I tried all my best to get an A in my Statistics paper.
But if it's not A or B or atleast B-, what can i do?
i tried my best to study hard and study smart!
Soo..
just a few hours later, i will do my examination.
i just can tell my self that i believe:
I CAN ANSWER ALL THE QUESTION!


(oh my god! i am nervous in the first day of examination like this!)

wish me luck!!

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9:24 AM

Sunday, April 12, 2009



Please help me, God! i want to pass my exam with a good score!

I wanna finish my exam fastly so that I can take a HOLIDAY!!

So, just one thing: STUDY HARD!

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10:18 PM

Saturday, April 11, 2009

***
i'm just a little girl lost in the moment

i'm so scared but i don't show it
i can't figure it out
it's bringing me down i know
i've got to let it go
***

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4:44 PM

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

oh my good!
today is so annoyiiing! i'll tell u my day:

7.45 : i wake up and... "oh my God.. i'm late!!"

8.15 : waiting for the UTeM bus

8.30 : On campus

8.40 : Print the report

9.00 : I.T PRESENTATION! it is sooo argghh! i can't do my project! last night i was successful to run it, but today it's nothing. Time for presentation is 9 untill 11, but i was doin' it untill 12.30 ;( then i'm crying. In the car when my bf pick me up! ahh.. i feel tired, i can do it last night but in the class there is a problem. Many problem actually

12.45 : Goin to secret recipe and eat raspberry cheese cake! To release my anger ;p

01.00 : Just remember, "Oh my god, i got labtest at 2pm!"

02.00 : Taking the labtest without study! and the question is so f*cking annoying! 40 structures question. I can't answer it

15.00 : Damn it! i am fed up and out of class and thinking.. what a annoying day! what will happen today? got the failure presentation and the fucking labtest.. is it not enough??

15.15 : Going to the library and print all the past year of exam papers.

16.30 : Going home.. hope something good will happen

17.00 : Find the paver lights to repair my lamp!

18.00 : Got the neighbour to repair the lamp. Thanks anyway to him. But my lamp still didn't work, dude! hehe.. but i appreciate it!

19.45 : Yeey. Bang Ferry repair my lamp and it's on agaiin..

20.00 : Take a bath

21.30 : Harold called. He said the Melaka team for PEMILU will go to Johor at 00.00 by train! Oh MG. im not ready. I didn't do my assignment yet!

22.00 : Decide to go tomorrow by bus

23.00 : Doin the assignments

00.00 : Prepare for tomorrow goin' to KJRI (konsulat jenderal republik indonesia) for 3days. Leave my assignments and presentation.

01.00 : i dont have enough timee!

01.05 : sleep tight

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11:44 PM

Sunday, April 5, 2009

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Thursday, April 2, 2009

ohmyGosh..
i've got butterfly effect in my stomach when I open eftmk and saw that there is 1 subject enrolled by the admin. U know what it is??
It is WORKSHOP 2!

Oh my god!
Workshop 2 supposed in 3rd year!
But there is a new rule.. We have to choose the group member and also the title of workshop in this semester. It's before we turn at 3rd year! (*And it realized me that next two months I’m 3rd year student! )

And I’m confuse!!

What should i do??
What title should i take??
What kind of system that i should implement??

And the most important thing...
WHO IS MY GROUP MEMBER??

oh no oh no!!
i have to choose!

and I was thinking that i want my group member is Chinese.
Because.. i don’t know. Maybe i just want to try to work with anybody from different race.
i already had group with Malay.
Now it's time for Chinese.. because they are diligent!

and i start to call myfriend and ask them either they already have group or no.

First call:
failed!
because they already have a group.

second call:
success!
now i'm in the group with Chinese people.

is that okay??

can i work with them???

Butterfly effect is coming again...

O’ooww!

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1:13 AM