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This is My Journey
a mobile developer who wants to see another brightness side of this world

Biography

The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


MusicPlaylist
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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ice-Cream
a blackberry
Love TV SERIES
a fresh graduate
now a Programmer
and wish to get a wonderful life


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Edenia a writer
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November 2008
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Creditorials

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Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Have you ever been in this situation, where you are in the middle of the comfortable environment and the situation forces you to just leave it anyway?

Or Are you guys in your comfort zone now?

And if you are in your comfort zone, Are you brave enough to leave that zone to try something new??

I am in my comfort zone now.

And I'm about to leave it.

Okayyyy I'm kinda nervous about that.

It's gonna be different wake up time in the morning, different route to go to the office, different people I'll meet, different building I'm going to stay for 8 working hours, different desk and chair, different pc, different people inside it and all that stuff...

Omygosh I gotta stop thinking about this. Just don't overthink and do not freak out, melissaa!

No, I'm not freaking out!

♥our lips must always be sealed
5:06 PM

Monday, June 27, 2011

It's 7 work days more to go.

I'm about to leave this place :( :(
I'm about to leave my job. My office. My room. My desk.

This is my graduation goggles.

Graduation goggles #1

This room. This iMac in front of me. This desk. This chair. Oh my Gosh, I have to get used to my new desk over there.

Graduation goggles #2
People in this room. Non core people. Crazy. Spontaneous. Kind. Insane. Funny. Smart. All those people, I'm gonna miss them so much!

Graduation goggles #3
My Boss. Ha! But this is real. I'm gonna miss his voice and how we used to mock him with his accent saying "Gimana sih lo.." You know what? This is my first office, so technically he is my first Boss. And I didn't scare of him, but I like him. He's a good manager I think :)

Graduation goggles #4
I'm gonna miss 'us'! Again, I'm gonna tell you about us! Noncore people. Didit, Nia, Irfan, Ipul, Kemal, Fendy, mas Aris, Tyas, Nada, Risa, Haqi.

Graduation goggles #5

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2:45 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Okay. This is a crazy and very random question.

My i-tunes suddenly play Afgan's song, Panah Asmara.

All of the sudden, my head is asking this question, "When is the last time you fall in love?"

Do you have the answer?
Because I don't.

I rarely talk about love in this blog.

So, I better skip this question :))

love,
melissa

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♥our lips must always be sealed
12:27 PM

Pre-Menstruation Syndrome

I hate this time. My mind is like going crazy. It thinks wild, beyond normal. My mind can not stop worrying about something. My heart is beating so fast. I am afraid about something. I can't use my logic at this time. It's so freakin' crazy. And the most annoying thing is.. I am at the office.

My head is about to explode in a minute. Errrghhhh I hate being woman at this very time :((

Okay. The thing is.

I love my office now. Even I'm in love with my office and it's like I wanna marry my job. Because I really like to be a mobile developer.

But.

I got another big offer.

Nice office.
The people is young and easy going.
The boss is really NICE.
The environment is cool.

Same position.

So.

Speechless.

It's been a year.

I can't forget all the memorable daily activities in this room. I love my PC. I love my desk :)

I'm gonna miss you, noncore!!

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12:14 PM

Monday, June 20, 2011

Hey.

I'm still here, in front of the iMac, doing iPad application. It is kinda hard though. Harder than I thought. Harder than develop a blackberry application. But still, I am trying to make this happen. I have to make an iPad application in order to get the title of iOS developer on my resume :))

Anyhey. I kinda lose my direction. I don't know where to go anymore. I am lost. Lost in a T-junction where all the streets are great but not quite right for me. I have to choose my own way to continue this live.

What should I do? Last month, I kinda lost my biggest dream in my live. Now that I already lost it, I don't know what I want anymore. I worked so hard for that. So, that's it. Like Silver said on 90210, "I'm done trying so hard to get things and working my ass off and getting my hopes up, because … it's pointless!"

I know I shouldn't have act like that, hopeless, dreamless, and every word with 'less' in the end. But I am seriously disappointed with my self.

Maybe I have to wake up and find the new 'me' again.

For now, what I really now is about my career. I want to be serious as a programmer now. I am a mobile developer and this is the only thing that I'm sure I can be good at. Hope so.

Btw. Intermezzo! Do you know, I am always not getting what I want IF my mind keep thinking about it before it really happens. When the time comes, I REALLY NOT GET IT. So, now I kinda close my mind and stop imagine my dream. Funny, huh?

Alright, I want to get back to work. Back to Objective C. Back to the x-code. This objective c sometimes drive me crazy, but it is good for me to know many programming languages :)

I'll see you later.

Bye.



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11:42 AM

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Hellooo.. I'm back here. Back to the place where it started, I didn't feel any good there, but with the time has passed me by, all of it has changed. I actually LOVE this place. I love Malaysia :) And here I am in Kuala Lumpur.

Yesterday, I went to melaka with my dear classmate, Ardi. We went to campus for the alumni photo session. It was good back to the campus. We were taking photo there, for the convo. And we were actually wearing a convo gown!! Ahh that was nice! Finally I wear it! After all these past years I'm having a hard time at college, study, projects, assignments and stuff. That is good to finally face the convo and wearing the convo gown! And you have to know that I look good on that. Really! :)

Then I met all my friends. We went to my friend's house there and I feel it again! I feel how good it is to be a college student! Oh my gosh I really miss that time! For sure! I missed my friends.

But yeahh, we are all moving on. Some of us are still in college, some of us are working already. Seriously, I really wanna back and live in Melaka just like the old time sake. But, I have another big life now. I can't just escape it, I have to face it and finish it just like what I did in college.

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