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This is My Journey♥
a mobile developer who wants to see another brightness side of this world

Biography

The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ice-Cream
a blackberry
Love TV SERIES
a fresh graduate
now a Programmer
and wish to get a wonderful life


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Meet the people blog ♥

rahadinar raneswari
dirajapermatasutan
Edenia a writer
Kiko the storyteller
DitDesign
My favorite Youtuber: SHAYCARL
NICE PETER

Pastentries

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♥ November 2008
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♥ March 2014
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♥ December 2015
♥ January 2016


Creditorials

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Thursday, November 17, 2011

I wish I can be a better person than I am today.
I tried so hard to not insult anyone or make anyone feel bad because of me.
I would never do something bad to anyone, but I'm about to do something terrible.

Not that I want to do it, but I have to. I have to make a decision which will make someone crumble. I need to stop thinking with logic, for once. If I continue this with only logic, I will never get into my final decision. My heart against my mind.

It's gonna be the biggest mistake that I have ever done in my life.

Biggest mistake that I have to do. I know it's a mistake if I do it, but it will be so much wrong if I ignore this thing.

I would never forget what I've been through.

Those memories will be here forever, in my heart.

So, if I really do it, soon or later, please, don't get mad to me. Please don't. I just think it's the better decision at this time. With all my heart, I apologize for everything.

I'm willing to take this risk because I know it's the best thing to do.

I will take all the blame on me. Just scream and punch me, but please don't do anything stupid to yourself.

This is not good, huh?

I'm scared.

♥our lips must always be sealed
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