
Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
i kind of shock when in the morning i heard my friend said that there was an accident in front of emerald park (near from my apartment) and it has cut the victim's neck off when a car hit her!
ohh my godness! it sounds terrible!
The second shockness coming when i'm back to my room and read the offline message in YM. It says that a monggolian student had an accident and her name is E.U (it is an initial).
***One thing that i haven't told u guys, that i wanna move to another apartment. And it's about two or three weeks ago i came to monggolian apartment (twice) and planning to move to their apartment. I like the room. N also i like the apartment. and i like my new housemates. The apartment is clean, n the most important thing is it is fully-furnished! i got AC in my room, watterhitter, washingmachine, fridge, and also TV. ahhh what a nice place! FYI, my housemates are monggolians. i'm kind of like them. And just two days ago i conform them that i will move in to their apartment by next month.***
The third shockness when i saw the name of the victim! oh my god oh my god! i hope it is not her! i hope it's not my new-housemate!
Then the rumor goes bigger than that. Some say that she's in ICU but some say that she's dead. Oh my Godness!
In the night, i got the truth. From my boyfriend. He has monggolian friend n i ask him to call M (initial name of his friend). Firstly M conform that it is her! The one who will live with me by nexr month. then..
My bf : Is she ok?
M : She's gone
My bf : .... (dot dot dot)
and me??
double ... (dot dot dot)
It is her and she's gone!
i cannot believe it! i dont have some one that i know death!
Yeah i know two. But it is my father n my grandmother. And two of them are ill!
It's like my housemate-wannaBe is death!
it's just 20days before i move in!
Oh my god! We're just a human! n God decide where is our movement!
Yeah, it is our destiny.
We will never know when death comes and how it comes!
It's just happen!
Even you're far away from your country, far from ur family, but if God says it is 'it', then 'it' happens!
God, i am so thankful that you still give me alive!
n for you dear U, i hope you're gone peacefully!
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:11 PM
i study from morning, afternoon, untill night and morning again.
That's all my best.
I tried all my best to get an A in my Statistics paper.
But if it's not A or B or atleast B-, what can i do?
i tried my best to study hard and study smart!
Soo..
just a few hours later, i will do my examination.
i just can tell my self that i believe:
I CAN ANSWER ALL THE QUESTION!
(oh my god! i am nervous in the first day of examination like this!)
wish me luck!!
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:24 AM

Please help me, God! i want to pass my exam with a good score!
I wanna finish my exam fastly so that I can take a HOLIDAY!!
So, just one thing: STUDY HARD!
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:18 PM
oh my good!
today is so annoyiiing! i'll tell u my day:
7.45 : i wake up and... "oh my God.. i'm late!!"
8.15 : waiting for the UTeM bus
8.30 : On campus
8.40 : Print the report
9.00 : I.T PRESENTATION! it is sooo argghh! i can't do my project! last night i was successful to run it, but today it's nothing. Time for presentation is 9 untill 11, but i was doin' it untill 12.30 ;( then i'm crying. In the car when my bf pick me up! ahh.. i feel tired, i can do it last night but in the class there is a problem. Many problem actually
12.45 : Goin to secret recipe and eat raspberry cheese cake! To release my anger ;p
01.00 : Just remember, "Oh my god, i got labtest at 2pm!"
02.00 : Taking the labtest without study! and the question is so f*cking annoying! 40 structures question. I can't answer it
15.00 : Damn it! i am fed up and out of class and thinking.. what a annoying day! what will happen today? got the failure presentation and the fucking labtest.. is it not enough??
15.15 : Going to the library and print all the past year of exam papers.
16.30 : Going home.. hope something good will happen
17.00 : Find the paver lights to repair my lamp!
18.00 : Got the neighbour to repair the lamp. Thanks anyway to him. But my lamp still didn't work, dude! hehe.. but i appreciate it!
19.45 : Yeey. Bang Ferry repair my lamp and it's on agaiin..
20.00 : Take a bath
21.30 : Harold called. He said the Melaka team for PEMILU will go to Johor at 00.00 by train! Oh MG. im not ready. I didn't do my assignment yet!
22.00 : Decide to go tomorrow by bus
23.00 : Doin the assignments
00.00 : Prepare for tomorrow goin' to KJRI (konsulat jenderal republik indonesia) for 3days. Leave my assignments and presentation.
01.00 : i dont have enough timee!
01.05 : sleep tight
♥our lips must always be sealed
11:44 PM
ohmyGosh..
i've got butterfly effect in my stomach when I open eftmk and saw that there is 1 subject enrolled by the admin. U know what it is??
It is
WORKSHOP 2!
Oh my god!
Workshop 2 supposed in 3rd year!
But there is a new rule.. We have to choose the group member and also the title of workshop in this semester. It's before we turn at 3rd year! (*And it realized me that next two months I’m 3rd year student! )
And I’m confuse!!
What should i do??
What title should i take??
What kind of system that i should implement??
And the most important thing...
WHO IS MY GROUP MEMBER??
oh no oh no!!
i have to choose!
and I was thinking that i want my group member is Chinese.
Because.. i don’t know. Maybe i just want to try to work with anybody from different race.
i already had group with Malay.
Now it's time for Chinese.. because they are diligent!
and i start to call myfriend and ask them either they already have group or no.
First call:
failed!
because they already have a group.
second call:
success!
now i'm in the group with Chinese people.
is that okay??
can i work with them???
Butterfly effect is coming again...
O’ooww!
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:13 AM