I don't have strength to do my system.
I even don't want to open eclipse just to see the coding.
Sigh. It's been 3 weeks since the last time I did it.
I don't know why, maybe i am afraid to do it again because it's just getting worst.
What am i supposed to do?
The deadline is just in front of me. It's really close and i do nothing.
I am afraid to open Eclipse and modify the coding and do something in it!
Please God, show me the direction.
Or at least, please give my strength back.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:14 PM
heyyy i am in my last year in my college. So, I better study harder to make my self graduate as soon as possible. I am happy to finish my study when im still 19 or 20 years old. That's kinda young though. Hehe soo you guys have to give me a graduate-spirit!! yeayy! i have to fight!
Anywayyy i have these photos from Jakarta when i was there a couple of weeks ago.




♥our lips must always be sealed
12:52 AM
this is the lyrics from one of the SMASHING PUMPKINS songs.
SAID SADLY
You should know that I love you
We should love like lovers do
And I can't help but fall for you
Ah honey I'm just a fool
Now you know
Darling, I'll never be true
You see, for so long I was blue
(I'm not the only one)
And if I hurt, then you will, too
Ah honey I always lose
Now you know
Lover, when will you?
I'm so afraid that no one cares
Lover, can't find you
I swear to God don't leave me here
Now you know
Oh, you know that it can't be
When no one else here really means
(Anything to me)
If you hurt inside
If you confide in me again
Since you ran away
Hold me now, tell me how
Love is ours
Lover, when will you?
I'm so afraid that no one cares
Lover, can't find you
And no one knows what brings us here
Lover
Hold me now
Hold me now
Tell me how
Love is ours
♥our lips must always be sealed
12:44 AM