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This is My Journey♥
a mobile developer who wants to see another brightness side of this world

Biography

The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


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Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

Ice-Cream
a blackberry
Love TV SERIES
a fresh graduate
now a Programmer
and wish to get a wonderful life


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rahadinar raneswari
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Edenia a writer
Kiko the storyteller
DitDesign
My favorite Youtuber: SHAYCARL
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Monday, June 20, 2011

Hey.

I'm still here, in front of the iMac, doing iPad application. It is kinda hard though. Harder than I thought. Harder than develop a blackberry application. But still, I am trying to make this happen. I have to make an iPad application in order to get the title of iOS developer on my resume :))

Anyhey. I kinda lose my direction. I don't know where to go anymore. I am lost. Lost in a T-junction where all the streets are great but not quite right for me. I have to choose my own way to continue this live.

What should I do? Last month, I kinda lost my biggest dream in my live. Now that I already lost it, I don't know what I want anymore. I worked so hard for that. So, that's it. Like Silver said on 90210, "I'm done trying so hard to get things and working my ass off and getting my hopes up, because … it's pointless!"

I know I shouldn't have act like that, hopeless, dreamless, and every word with 'less' in the end. But I am seriously disappointed with my self.

Maybe I have to wake up and find the new 'me' again.

For now, what I really now is about my career. I want to be serious as a programmer now. I am a mobile developer and this is the only thing that I'm sure I can be good at. Hope so.

Btw. Intermezzo! Do you know, I am always not getting what I want IF my mind keep thinking about it before it really happens. When the time comes, I REALLY NOT GET IT. So, now I kinda close my mind and stop imagine my dream. Funny, huh?

Alright, I want to get back to work. Back to Objective C. Back to the x-code. This objective c sometimes drive me crazy, but it is good for me to know many programming languages :)

I'll see you later.

Bye.



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