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The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Saturday, September 10, 2011

This is a birthday edition!

Yeaaaay. I'm writing this on September 9th, at 11 pm. Yes, 1 more hour before I'm getting older :(

And I have a feeling that this year will be so different!

Okay, let's flash back to 3 years ago.

my 18th Birthday,

I was in Melaka, lived in BBU, and I still remember I got this surprise from all of my closest friends there. and I got this durian cake from Secret Recipe :)

my 19th Birthday,

still in Melaka, still live at the same apartment, same room, same boyfriend, different surprise :)

my 20th Birthday,

I was home! I was in Jakarta! It's Eid Mubarak day at that time. My mother and brothers plus the little nephew did make a surprise for me at 00.00 before we sleep for only 3hours and went to Sukabumi afterwards. Too bad I didn't keep the pict, It's on my brother's camera I think.

now's Birthday..

I'm here all alone, sitting at my room. No body's home. Just me and my mom. Things have been changed lately. My first brother now busy with his recording process, so He kinda spend more of his time at the studio. My second brother got married about two months ago, and he moves to Bandung. And last but not least, my third brother, he has his own apartment wth his wife n son in Jakarta, but currently He's working in Makasar for a duty. So here I am feeling more alone at home than in that neighbor-country.

I really wanna spend my 00.00 moment with something BIG.

You know what? I even bought my own birthday cake tonight!! Is that pathetic? I hope not :( I also looking for a good cafe around here for me to have my birthday party. Not a party - party. I was thinking It's gonna be just like simple-birthday-dinner.

Okay, so I planned everything this year. No surprises from others.

I don't know, maybe there will be something, since It's not my birthday yet.

But I just don't wanna get my hopes up and at the end, I will get my hopes down and give up of hoping. I don't want that to happen. I just realized that the current situation is not allowing me to get any surprises at 00.00. All of my brothers are out of town, my boyfriend is in another country, and I'll meet my friends later. I mean it's not Melaka that we're all live just in the same neighborhood and can visit others at anytime, right?

So, another 15 minutes.

There are couple of birthday wishes on my facebook n bbm already :)

What should I do?

I'm so sleepy actually. But I wanna see how my 00.00 will go.

Hope it'll be just as fun as the previous year.

Okay it's another 10 minutes. I'm getting nervous of being 21!!!

I think I need to go. Update you lateeerrrr. Wish me luck! Byeee

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