
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
omygoodness, today I'm so sleepy. Is it because I'm wearing blue? Is the blue color affecting my mood? I don't know but my jacket is blue, my ring is blue, and so does my cup. Even songs can't help me hacking the sleep! Damn!
The only thing to cure this sleepiness is only closing my eyes. Yes, that's the only cure! But I can't go to sleep since the room I used to use to take a nap is becoming an office, apparently.
I already had two cups of coffee n it's still 2 pm. Gosh, still long time to go before going back home.
So, I'm just gonna write something here to boost my mood a bit.
Anyway it's January 31st, 2012. It's been a month. 2012. Sigh.
I'm thinking where I was in the same date, last year. I perfectly remember last year, in this very day, I was in Melaka.. doing nothing. Run away from my job in Jakarta to take a short visit to Malaysia and hanging out there with my friends. I lived in my friend's house, rent it for a month. Umm.. I didn't rent it exactly, I just borrowed her room :)
Now I'm here, back to Jakarta. Makes my self busy with the office. Pretend to be busy until I'm bored sitting here, behind my desk. Now I'm bored. I'm sleepy.
Speaking of which, I've been in this office for almost 7 months. Time goes really fast. Sometimes I still miss my old office, my old friend there. Sometimes I still miss my life back in Malaysia. But I'm not that kind of person who lives in the past. I live in the moment and try to get through it. Never regret anything is my new motto :)
My previous motto is "Don't get my hopes too high"
What's with the motto??
I don't know. Just love having a basic words to inspire my day.
Heyy I'm moving forward now. I'm 21. I try to be a better person every day. I try to be a grown up in my twenties.
Speaking of age, I hate when people judge others just because of their age. Oh please, maybe you're old but that doesn't mean you're a matured one, right? The young people can be so mature also. The point is, age is only a number. And you have no idea how young people could be a perfect grown up, better than the old one. So stop judging people by their age and don't talk about people if you never talk to them!
Ehm, I'm sorry, a little bit of emotion there :)
So in this moment, I would like to keep this memory here. I'm here at Falcon Winner Mobile office. Sitting behind this glass desk with a green chair. I work here as a mobile application developer. I wonder what am I gonna be in the next 5 years, hmm... Okay I'm getting ahead of my self. I have plenty of plans for the next 5 years but I don't wanna rush anything and just want to enjoy my moment now.
Okay. Summary of this post: I'm still sleepy!!
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3:07 PM