melissameizs♥

Biography

The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

bold underlined ~~strikethrough~~ italic

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Sweetdesires

Did I hear someone said "cheese" or "chocolate"?

~~Ice-Cream~~
a blackberry
Love TV SERIES
a fresh graduate
now a Programmer
and wish to get a wonderful life

Tagboard

cbox recommended.
preferred maximum width to be 200px.

Linksboard

Meet the people blog ♥

rahadinar raneswari
dirajapermatasutan
Edenia a writer
Kiko the storyteller
DitDesign
My favorite Youtuber: SHAYCARL
NICE PETER

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ November 2010
♥ February 2011
♥ March 2011
♥ April 2011
♥ May 2011
♥ June 2011
♥ July 2011
♥ August 2011
♥ September 2011
♥ October 2011
♥ November 2011
♥ December 2011
♥ January 2012
♥ February 2012
♥ April 2012
♥ June 2012
♥ November 2012
♥ March 2014
♥ August 2014
♥ December 2015
♥ January 2016

Creditorials

NEVER REMOVE THIS SECTION!

Layout Designer:
♥chocodiiction -lovesxoxo*
Others:
♥ ♥ ♥

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

And again, I don't know for how many times that I have to leave my comfort zone.

Believe me, leaving your comfort zone is not easy. I think I already discussed about this in my old post.

If you ever leave your comfort zone, you really are a brave person and I'm gonna give you two thumbs up! Lol that's it, yes only thumbs up :D But seriously, it really is a big move if you ever did it.

And hey, have you ever giving up on something that's so important to your life? Because I'm about to. Or perhaps I'm gonna say that I'm in the progress of giving it up, to let it go. As much as I love it (okay, I know everyone realize now that I'm talking about one particular person here) but I have to let it go. Okay, yes.. I'm gonna let him go.

Hmm and this case is very different with the previous one.

Now I'm not giving up because I don't have any feelings for him anymore, it's vice versa. I still have feelings for him.. too much feeling for him if I must to admit, but thing's just not working out between us. Ehmmm.. noooo.. nooo.. actually, thing's really working well between us. We're a great friend, we're a great partner, we make a really great couple but there's things that I couldn't explain between those great things. Things that can't be shared, things that can't be told. Things that I really regret. I deplore why this thing has to happen between us. Why is it so hard to work things out. This small thing become too big. I fight for this but I can't fight all by my self, right? I still really wish we can work this out, someday. But if not, yeahh maybe God drew us different path.

People say, I deserve so much better than him.

But I think He does deserve me.

Fuck what people say.

Back to the comfort zone topic.

Hahahaha what did I tell you? That story I wrote above, almost open up every secret of mine. It's private and I shouldn't have written it in here. But I did it and it was nothing, so just let it be. For you guys who read this, I know you know who or what I'm talking about. But sssttt just keep it between you and this blog, okay :)

Hey.. comfort zone! I'm gonna leave ALL OF THIS soon enough. Soon enough for me to miss him, to miss them, to miss this laptop, to miss this environment.

I'm gonna be a fresh one. I'm gonna make it up to my self. I'm gonna be a better person and be more careful with everything. I'm gonna be an important person. Important enough to attend the meeting, important enough to be anywhere, important enough to be missed when I'm not around :')

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:10 PM