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The name is MELISSA. I'm just a simple girl trapped in a complicated world.

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Thursday, December 31, 2015

Well, I don't really know how to start :)

I'm at the saloon and thinking that I should start write again! And I don't know where to start. Let's start one by one:

1. Marriage

Since 2013, I am a wife of Mr Ryno Anggoro. Marriage life is not as easy as romance movie I have ever watched. It is never simple. I think the most important thing is to throw away your ego. And again, it is not that easy :)

I break down several times. We fight a lot. Although we have so many reasons to fight, but we have more reasons to make up.

Since my marriage, I never leave town. It makes me stress. I am dying to go on a plane and have a wonderful vacation. But ai can't. I have a great daughter and a cute baby boy. We just can't leave town. We are not that couple who can travel with babies. Maybe we can if only bring 1 baby. But we have two :)

We bought our first house together this year. It is our home. We choose the wall color, we choose the furniture,  we designed kid's bed room, we put our kids to bed and then we talk by whispering so we don't wake them up :)

2. Work

Openway is my third office. I got USD for my salary, so yeah I am happy here. It was tough to be an implementation engineer in the middle of smart people, but I survive for 3 years already..  and still counting.

Sometimes I asked questions to myself. Is it worth it having those salaries and leave my kids with their grand parents?

Yeah I don't want to talk about it. Too much pros and cons and fight.


3. Families

This, I am worried.

I feel like I have something that is not settled yet in my heart. Oh yes. That truth that I found out one day before my siraman. I know I need to talk, but no body will understand :)

I just want to focus to give my mom a good live while she can.

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That is all that I can share right now. I think I need to write again :) my writing skill is getting worse. I can not express my feelings in writings anymore. I need more practice!

Btw today is Thursday and is the last day of 2015. I don't have any resolutions for 2016.

Oh wait.

I need to lose weight.

I need to lose 20kg to my normal weight before my first pregnancy.

Sigh :D